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the curse
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I cant seem to escape these shades of sorrow
too often I disappear, crawling, trying to forget the past
left with feverish flashes of life with you
a caress, suffocating under the beat of your heart
we love, we hope, and then we suffer
a pastel horizon, falling leaves - I'm still alive
gazing out my attic window, lucid with depression, alone
there's got to be a way I can fly away from here
is there solace on the other side?
if I could glide above the flames, towards the light...
what have I wrought in this useless vessel
living in a haze of despair, haunted by self hatred
trying to breathe with soil in my lungs
I'm so fucking tired of this hollow shell
all of our paths end the same, it's futile to fight against the pain
left to survive, a curse with a promised end
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I wish for a moment
this didn't feel like a dream
the rain falls on my neck and almost through me
it's essence caresses the holes in my heart
my thoughts evaporate as I watch the smoke from my cigarette
the silence is so bleak
severed, it runs red like a river
the cool wind feels desolate
calm waves in motion, painted against a gray sky
so many words left unspoken, unforgiven
I feel like I'm drowning
in the memories we left behind
I don't feel much pain
lost in this meaningless, violet cascade
how long has it been since the light left me...
severed, it runs red like a river
an opaque moon sheds it's pale light upon the shore
the water rises as I fade away
I can feel the last of life flowing through me
drifting beneath in a crimson euphoria
weightless in the wake
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lost to eternity
07:16
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have I been here before, in this luminous chasm
descending, desperately grasping towards the surface
doomed to linger in the past
tormented by endless echoes
shafts of light pierce through the shadows
intertwined patterns of color coalesce
until I awaken
each morning I return to desolation
a worthless life devoid of living
I open my eyes to a smoldering sky
withering in the autumn light
is it foolish to embrace her, the whispering void?
I can feel her soft lips on my neck
as I collapse in utter misery
set adrift, tortured, gnawing pain
petals fall from rotting flowers, as they weep in silence
I feel like I exist as a monument to my failures
was my time in this forsaken realm wasted, or did it matter at all?
anxiety, regression, ceaseless evisceration
a distant, fading memory, lost to eternity
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to dwell in longing Murphy, North Carolina
b̬͖̏́͢l̙͖̑̾ͣẹ̿͋̒̕ā̤̓̍͘ḳ̯͍̑ͦ ḑ̴̞͛̒ỉ͔͖̜͌s̠҉͍͊ͅs̠҉͍͊ͅo̯̱̊͊͢ṇ̤͛̒̍ā̤̓̍͘ṇ̤͛̒̍c͕͗ͤ̕̕ẹ̿͋̒̕
official artist contact: www.instagram.com/whisperstothevoid
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